blessed

Some days I wonder what I have done to deserve my shitty life and all the trauma and troubles.

Truth be told up until recently that was pretty much my question every day.

For the past six months I have still found myself wondering ... only now I wonder what it is that I have done to deserve this many amazing people in my life. I have been truly blessed to have such wonderful friends and family (and complete strangers) reach out and touch me in such meaningful ways.

and yes ... I do realize that its not about me. the world is filled with caring and compassionate people  the only thing different is me

 
every time I watch this video I think of Miss Hopkins  (if you get it, you get. if not, don't ask. it's not important)